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| summone in my office had to hack into my profile n read all my blogs(very few ony la)but its personal.so i gave up.then i stopped working n no internet at home so i 4got bout my xanga dy loh.Now dat i got a chance to use the internet i thougt i wanna blog la.so in tiz few months loadza things happened.sad oso got happy oso got.The saddddddddddddest part is im in f6 wic i neva wanted to do in my entire lifetime but da fact here is I AM IN F6.Simply bcuz i din noe wat to do in my life.And to add on to it the sc is horrible.We dun even hav a permanent class.tiring but i seem to put on lotsa weight.I tend to find time to go out for yam cha wif cherry cuz it makes me forget bout f6 n talk bout other stuff eventhouhg v do talk bout f6 sumtimes to update each n other.Then i went for SUKMA n brought back 2 bronze.dats sumthin happy la.Then i oso met up wif pravin the idiot.then he did not call me or messsage afta v met.He did la but dat one sms and one rply from me stopped us from messaging .Haih.On top of all this i lost my fon again.looks like i have got no luck wen it comes to phone.Now im at TAR coll wif CHERRY.Thanks cherry.Im 'curi-curi' usin the cit lab.in tiz few months i had a lot of fun time wif cherry of coz and oso su wen sumtimes led but i dun relly meet her even in sc.Thats all lo.i will try to blog asap.huh...i feel so pertetic.damm.fuck it la. | | |
| life seem to a lil beta nwdaes...work..karate...house...sumtimes shopping...n i hav a crush on tiz guy..i knew him long ago but now i got to noe him betta now..he is so so so so..haih so muc to say..but dun wanna say..im so dead..im havin a crush on da wrong person..is jz a 1 side crush tinggy...like wat can i do bout it..he calls me "wife"but i noe he doesn't mean dat but hw i wish it will cum tru..but at same time i noe i will jz remain as 1 of his wife as he has got so many "wife" in his college.But,again tiz iz not sumthing new 4 me as tiz kinda ting alwiz hapen to me.so im jz gonna b cool bout tiz.but in a way im suffering.god.. | | |
| wat can i say..nw life has bacame happier la..i thunk i hav learnt hw 2 take things rite 4 myself.I went 4 sukma selection d other dae n our team kata wif cherry me n malni did great performance exept dat malni carriaed her leg at da wrong part...so wat we r still in sukma.my kumite was good accordin to my master but my personal opinion is i sucked la...well i dun blame anyone 4 dat but only myself cuz i din go 4 training properly..life is very tired la...planning 2 get a dae leave n sleep 4 da whole dae...oh ya ia had wonderfull lunch at work..k la | | |
| wat can i say...todae morning i wen to da temple as usual..it was a good prayer session as i paid all my doubts to god.Prayin 4 sum stupid ppl hu dun even bother to care bout me even as a fren.Lyk wat da ****.wateva la...dats wat i tol maself.den office...sum1 jz had to ask me wen am i planning 2 go on a relationship...nt like i dun wan..its jz dat im so abnormal dat no1 wans me..i only suit 2 b a ugly barbie doll 2 guys 2 say out those kinda words wen they r so in da mood to romance n dey hav gt no1 to do it.fuckd up life.I may sound desperate,but im not,its jz dat im feelin toooo upset bout my abnormal self.so again i tell myself 'wateva'..life has to go on gal.ya n i mor ting,led n cherry dun bother writin coments la hoh.dun waste ur time on me k.but thnx 4 bein ma fren. | | |
| well todae is my 1st day on xanga..2dae morning i went to temple wif my boss...very bad...she talks big bout her all da time.Hmmmm...den work..well evry1 was talkin bout valentine dates n all.Considerin da fact dat i dun hav a date.wait!!!i neva had a date.well.wat can i say.im born in suc a way wit sum weird kinda body shape n looks n all dat.sumtimes,lookin at mself in da mirror i'll jz say dat life suck bein a gal.well gotta go for sum trainig afta tiz..so i betta get goin. | | |
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